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Coz Blog is an exploration of hobbies, ideas, stories, happenings, and viewpoints. I'm a Surgeon by trade, gentleman farmer at heart. My favorite things outside of solving problems in the operating room are being out in nature and raising my rare Seraphim pigeons which you can see at my other blog, Coz Lofts. Have fun exploring my site!
David Coster M.D.

TRUMP: AMERICA’S DICTATOR

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After years of observation there can be no question that Mr. Trump is, at heart, a dictator –  whether that be in business or politics. He is a bully of a certain type, a willing destroyer of anyone who disagrees with him. He is a pathological liar. He is power hungry and self-centered – a classic psychopathic narcissist. He is emotionally weak and unable to face criticism. He is often irrational and responds without thinking in a destructive knee-jerk manner to any criticism. He is a billionaire who is disconnected from the rest of us by extreme wealth. He has no empathy or compassion for his fellow  Americans, often mocking and verbally abusing various individuals (imagined competitors, critics, soldiers, the disabled, immigrants, the poor, etc) with abandon. He has made a habit of using and abusing women; age has not mellowed his viewpoints about the roles of women with whom he is associated or how they should serve (or service) him. He is full of self-importance and false bravado, is fearful of anyone who is more capable, is not well educated (or simply failed to learn), is undiplomatic, is disrespectful to Americans and foreigners as well as foreign dignitaries, is socially inept, is high strung, and lacks analytical objective thinking skills. In short he is not a leader and never will be. He’s a rich incompetent man who has been put in charge. He has the classic personality make-up of a Napoleon, Mussolini, or Hitler – individuals who pretended to lead by misleading and threatening anyone who disagreed, steam-rolling the entire populace in order to satisfy the need for the worship and undying attention they craved. If Americans and world leaders won’t worship Trump, like those other dictators he’ll find a way to force it through any tactic as we’ve witnessed. He is the sort of head of state who would think nothing of plunging the entire world into chaos simply to make the point that he is the greatest. He is a true narcissistic psychopath.

The people who put him there and continue to support him are contributing to an ongoing cult of personality. Wikipedia: “A cult of personality, or cult of the leader, arises when a country’s regime – or more rarely an individual – uses the techniques of mass media, propaganda, the big lie, spectacle, the arts, patriotism, and government-organized demonstrations and rallies to create an idealized, heroic, and worshipful image of a leader, often through unquestioning flattery and praise.” If ever there was a definition of Trump and what he is doing, this is it.

This sort of personality can do a lot of damage in short order, whether that be as a CEO of a business, a politician, or a President. Once empowered they become drunk on the adulation and demand more and more of it. They are not leaders in the usual sense, as in an individual who can engender a following due to intelligent and compassionate support of those who work with them, amplifying their effectiveness by eliciting the best from the people around them. Rather, they lead through the elimination of dissent and creating an environment of fear, an environment of “us against them.” And “them,” of course, is anyone who doesn’t blindly follow them.

I have a lot of friends who are Republicans who defend this man. But only Republicans – no one else. They are his sycophants, his fawning worshipers. Their arguments are:        1. Well, he’s better than Obama! (Better how? Name something.) 2. At least he’s not a Democrat. (We are all Americans first, aren’t we? We pledge allegiance to our country, not to our Party, but that’s another entire discussion. Republicans  have not cornered the market on being good Americans. Being a “good American” demands questioning of political “leaders” at all times and holding them accountable, not blind worship and looking the other way.)  3. God put him there because he’s a Christian. (No, Christian voters put him there because he’s a Republican who supports Christians who give him (and them) power. More on that below.)

That’s as good as it gets. I have yet to hear a rational explanation from any Trump supporter that explains why this maniac should be the President leading a country that is supposed to have the ideals of an advanced civilization. Not once has anyone replied to my questions that the man is rational, capable of problem-solving, diplomatic, highly educated in world cultures, socially savvy, wise, respectful, or particularly considerate of the American people. For those who support him because he “is” Christian, the man is the antithesis of what it means to be “Christian.” He simply is not, and there is no valid reason to describe him as such. Every day of his life he violates nearly all of the teachings of Christ, not to mention the teachings of Mohammed, Buddha, and every other important leader of any supportable religious movement; he also violates the philosophical ideas of Aristotle, Socrates, Epictetus, Aquinas, Nietzsche, Kant, Habermas, Nussbaum and other advanced thinkers of the past and present on how human beings should behave ethically and morally. One does not even need a religious framework or belief system to see plainly and clearly that Donald Trump is what most sensible people would call a “bad person.”

So why do many Americans support him? Why do Evangelicals blindly support him? Well, many Americans ARE Evangelicals, and they don’t think objectively about the hypocrisy of their position; they don’t question authority when it represents itself as Christian. The orthodox have been taught from birth (or later due to a religious transformation)  to accept as fact everything that is spoken from the pulpit or bible study or Sunday School. Blind acceptance is, in fact, a requirement for the Evangelical to follow Christ and be saved. They must go to him “as a little child,” not questioning the elders and their dogma. How do I know this? I know because when I was ten I was forced to attend a Pentecostal fundamentalist church for a decade. I read the Bible all the way through three times, memorized entire books of the New Testament for Bible Quiz competition, and attended the affiliated Christian University from which I have my degree – a major in Biology, a minor in Chemistry, and a required concentration in Christian Theology. Blindly following Trump is the same as blindly following Jesus for Evangelicals. I know this from the inside. Evangelicalism – and any other Orthodox religion that demands absolute fealty – uses the same tactics that all cults use to dispel dissent and force members to stay in line. And as Evangelicals are prone to cultist behavior, then of course they are easy to recruit to other cult-like organizations such as the Republican Party, now ruined by this influx of “believers.” Evangelicals will support a bad person for President if that bad person also happens to be in either cult.  It’s an easy leap from blindly worshiping Jesus to blindly worshiping Trump – Trump as the savior of America. The best way to make him even more powerful would be to crucify him – which begs the question as to whether or not it is safe to impeach (a virtual crucifixion) him without risking the overthrow of the government. It’s a slippery slope from fascist President to fascist dictator, especially with a Congress and Supreme Court filled with his lackeys.

And this is why there should be an absolute strict separation of religion and government. Violation of this basic requirement for a successful democracy obviously leads to the problems we are having now.

I have no political affiliation anymore. I’m a person first and foremost – a human being. This is my primary connection to all of the rest of the people on the planet. We are the same at this level.  I’m classified as an American – the country of my birth – of European ancestry. I know what it means to be an American, and it’s not what the Republican Party has reduced it to. I’m an Iowan, whatever that’s supposed to mean; it’s the region I’m from and it shaped me in certain ways. I’m Caucasian. I know what it means to be white in America.  I’m Midwestern. I know what it means to me to be Midwestern and I know what it means to Americans who are not from the Midwest; I know that I’m not necessarily the person they imagine I am, as I’m also a citizen of the world; I know there are other ways of being and existing. I’m a product of the broad American culture and that’s what makes me an American. That’s how it’s defined, whether we are immigrants, naturalized citizens, or native-born.  My neighbors are Americans too, in spite of the differences in how we experience what it means to be American. Yet the only one of the categories I mention above in which I (we) exist that is firm, solid footing is “human being.” This is the category that matters. The rest is constantly in flux, being defined, re-defined, and argued about. I think some of us Americans have forgotten that we should look after each other – and all of the citizens of the world – first as human beings.

I was “born” a Republican into a Republican family. I gradually eliminated my association with the Party as I got older and became increasingly troubled by the ideologies expressed by the Party leadership. I was troubled by the position that some of us are better Americans than others, a position that was really about race, gender, and immigration status. I was troubled – as a physician – by the attitudes toward women’s health and particularly with the troubling concept that women should both be restricted from ready access to birth control and be compelled to have babies whether or not they can manage them or whether or not it is medically dangerous.  Pregnancy is a private medical condition that should be covered by HIPPA (absolute confidentiality) like the rest of medicine. I was troubled by attitudes toward my American friends and colleagues who were “not white” or considered “foreigners” from a certain white American perspective. I was troubled by the attitude toward the poor and the urge to pull the rug out from under all the social programs that keep people safely off the streets whether that be programs for affordable housing, Medicare, Social Security, Medicaid, Disability, Pensions, etc., I was troubled by the inability to compromise, I was troubled by the rabid cult-like dedication to the NRA and the concept of unrestricted gun ownership as well as the highly inappropriate influence the NRA lobby has on Congress. I was immensely troubled by the anti-education stance taken by certain Republicans and the lack of support for students and teachers and the dumbing down of  public education as a whole. I continue to be horrified at America’s never-ending saber rattling and spending on war and death, and on and on. In years past I always voted selectively for the individuals I thought were the most competent regardless of Party affiliation. Registered as a Democrat now, I still vote for the individual, not the Party. My allegiance is, after all, to the concept of a more true America, not blind dedication to a political group.

America is a place of contradictions. It is good and it is bad. It depends upon who and where you are as to how you see and experience it. It can be beautiful and hideous all at once. Learning its history is a troubling journey, as its history is one of both amazing progress and terrible behavior. A lot of people have died in the United States and the rest of the the world because of what we’ve done. A lot have also been saved. It’s all a paradox. Our struggles affect the entire planet.

This is not a country that can survive with the sort of president we have now. No country is. Nor is it a country that can withstand the problem of fealty to Party rather than fealty to the concept of America as a sort of Utopia that we are working – however painfully – toward; a utopia that everyone is entitled to – not just those lucky enough to be born within the confines of its borders. We are citizens of the world, not just this country.

We can respectfully disagree on government policy issues and still make progress, but all parts of our government have to work for that to happen, and a real concern for the average person has to exist. Sometimes our government does terrible things due to the fault or failure of Congress, the President, or the Supreme Court. Whether it be slavery, McCarthyism, the Viet Nam War, the unnecessarily long and violent path to Civil Rights, the terrible treatment of Native Americans, or gender equality – the failure to do the right thing over the centuries has done a lot of damage. The responsibility for it falls on both the government we’ve elected or appointed AND the voters who put them there. We are all at fault if we look the other way when our government is harming its own citizens or citizens around the world.

If we want a better country, we have to be better people. We have to do the right things.

The United States cannot be “led” by an incompetent President, Party not withstanding. Nor can Congress support or fail to support the President on the basis of Party politics rather than policy and character. Performance matters; so does competence. So does ethics. The aim of the Republican led Senate to gut the impeachment process is more than just a travesty – it’s an effort to gut the balances of power of the various branches. Taken to the obvious end-point, its a full-out assault on the ideological basis of the American Republic.

What this looks like from my viewpoint sixty years into my life as an American, is an attempted overthrow of the government by the Republican Party – a power grab to control the people, the government, and religion in America. To do this Republicans need a dictator, not a President, and thus the undying support. Why? Because Presidents have to be elected, and that is their weakness. Dictators take power and then have to be overthrown by the will and courage of the people, and that is the dictator’s strength.  People who are afraid do not stand up and say no. Over half of us actually believe in an American government that can work on behalf of all our people –  not just the white ones. We outnumber the Republicans wishing to overthrow the democracy. Yet at the moment they appear to be winning by cheating and abusing  power at the highest levels. Trump is, at the end of the day, his own sort of domestic terrorist. His bully pulpit is Twitter, and from there he terrifies and tortures and attempts to ruin the lives of his critics and everyone caught in the crossfire. He is not a President. He’s a giant poorly behaved two year old.

America has faced many crossroads, some of which could have been the end of the country. In the past we’ve managed to pull through, albeit severely scarred by the process. Will we pull through this time? I don’t know. This is the first time that Congress or the Cabinet has failed (so far) in its duty to control an out-of-control President. I know the damage is already great and is getting worse by the minute, and we are already dragging along a lot of baggage from our difficult past. How much can we bear before we collapse? As a physician I normally advise any patient I see who is suffering from the accumulation of life’s traumas to go into therapy and face their demons. This is what Americans need to do – face the way we’ve each contributed to the difficulties we are having now as a society and take responsibility. This has to start at the grass-roots level and extend to the highest level, ending with the President of the United States. We should demand he step down. The Senate should impeach him for gross incompetence, among other things. If he won’t step down or they won’t impeach and remove him,  then the Cabinet should invoke Article 23 and remove him from office. But then what? We still have the problem of a Congress full of Trump toadies who enabled this fiasco – the fox is guarding the hen-house. What are we to do? They all have to be thrown out.

The young people of America need to register to vote and be heard. If you want the old “white” way to go away and see a new sophisticated America with a return to political diplomacy and a government that respects the people, you’re going to have to both vote it into existence and actively seek office yourselves for altruistic reasons – to do good in the world. Indeed we need change in America.

America has sometimes been “good.” It has sometimes been very bad, as it is right now. Only once was it almost great, and that was the time Americans pulled together and saved the world from Hitler. I say “almost” because we too committed atrocities in the heat of war – Japanese internment camps here at home, nuclear bombs on Japan. We are not innocent in all of this, we Americans who stand by and watch and don’t say anything.

The next dictator to destroy the world could come from our own midst. We would be wise to remember that if we ever want to be great again. Perhaps that dictator is already here.

Trump has to go and Republicans (and others) who support(ed) him have to take ownership for what they’ve done to our country. It’s time to stop pretending that this is only about Party Politics. All of our lives are at stake now. Do NOT forget the past! Terrible things have happened and they can happen again. Do the right thing now. Stand up and say “No, not in America.”  This is not a place for dictators. It is not a place where hope should be lost and ethics forgotten. Americans, BE Americans and wield your power! Speak up and out! March in the streets! Send letters! Vote! Don’t just sit there – do what you have to do to protect our common hope for the future of America and the World.

Term Limits and Tests: Time for a New Approach

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This is an old post from 2016 that has particular pertinence today considering the upcoming impeachment hearings and the commitment of Mitch McConnell and the rest to politicize the event and violate the Constitution by admitting to – and agreeing to – not being impartial.  This is where we are today. This is exactly what one could expect.

The election is over, but I want to talk about the process and the resulting aftermath.

The roster of Republican’s vying for the position of leader of the free world was the worst display of incompetent misfits ever gathered into one place. What I saw was personality disorders, pathological lying, lack of intelligence, lack of analytical ability, refusal to acknowledge facts, religious zealotry, magical thinking, and….I don’t know….bombast. Throw in a lack of empathy for others and a desire to neutralize and dis-empower  anyone  who disagreed with them, and the entire picture was so surreal it seemed impossible.

The “God” they invoked to support their viewpoints was nothing, of course, but an extension of their own narcissism, a smaller and even more horrible version of themselves, created specifically by them to be a mirror of their own ideology or that of the Evangelicals to whom they were pandering.

How is it possible that such incompetent people can run for the highest office in the land and expect to be taken seriously? Has America really fallen so low that the lowest common denominator necessary to be considered to run the country is that one can breathe and stand upright and rile up the ignorant masses? In all seriousness, this current political situation is so akin to the rise of the Nazis it is impossible to ignore.

Americans who value freedom and the responsibilities of citizenship have to stand against what the Republicans and radicalized Christians are trying to do to our country.

Our government seems completely corrupt. Our politicians are not in office to represent the welfare of American citizens or the United States. They are there for two things: power and money, and as career politicians they can get it. The system is self-supporting for those willing to sell their souls to it, and there are plenty who are unethical enough to go for the gold. They tap into the emotional insanity of the religious right to get the votes they want and sacrifice any commitment to fairness and intelligent secular thinking in the process.

Candidates for legislative positions, regardless of Party or whether they be State or Federal, should meet strict criteria to be considered for such work. How is it possible that one must have a minimum of eleven years of training and pass multiple examinations and licensure certifications – repeatedly – to be considered for the right to practice Medicine, but a representative or Senator must only be a citizen of a certain age to “rule” the citizens of a State or the entire country? How is it possible that a hair-dresser, plumber, electrician, and carpenter requires more training, testing, and certification than a legislator? How is it that applying for a job of almost any sort requires a minimum of education, technical skills, intelligence, and commitment to do the work – except for sitting in Congress or a State legislature – or even the Presidency?

Shouldn’t a congressman have, at a minimum, a basic four year liberal arts college degree? Shouldn’t a congressman have to pass a certifying examination to determine if they have an adequate base of knowledge in world history, government, geography, anthropology, sociology, world religions, physics, biology, math, chemistry, and law before even putting themselves up for consideration? Shouldn’t a congressman or legislator have basic analytical thinking skills? Shouldn’t they have the ability to reason based upon facts? Shouldn’t they be able to demonstrate good character, as in honesty and integrity? Shouldn’t the President?

Shouldn’t a congressman or legislator or President be required to take the MMPI and MBMD personality and psychological profiles to make certain they are not  a complete nut-job before taking on the task of ruling the people? Why are we not demanding stringent performance criteria be applied to those who purport to be “qualified” to rule the people and determine the course of the United States of America?

Just look at those who are always in the news, running off their mouths about everything from the Constitution to culture to immigration to how to understand scientific thought. Sarah Palin and her equally foolish daughter Bristol, ego-maniacal bully Donald Trump, the liar Carly Fiorina, the skin-head Anne Coulter, the religious zealot and hypocrite Mike Huckabee, the vicious war-mongering TV personalities on FOX News, the law-breaker Apostolic Christian hypocrite Kim Davis, the anti-education moron Scott Walker, the homophobes Rick Santorum and Pat Robertson, the wet noodle silver-spoon-in-the-mouth spineless Jeb Bush, the throw-the-baby-out-with-the-bathwater Ted Cruz…shall I go on? Even Ben Carson, a pediatric neurosurgeon, one of the most educated people in the world, has a complete inability to be analytical when it comes to the junction of his religious beliefs and science – in short he’s a complete idiot even if he’s a savant when it comes to neurosurgery.

The only solution to this problem is to demand a basic education requirement and the successful completion of a thorough written examination, and the successful completion of psychological and personality examinations with a normal result before one can be considered for candidacy for high office. Then remove all the perks associated with serving in high office, and I mean ALL of them, to eliminate the personal gain associated with political office. Limit the time one can perform the job: a single term of three years for a Congress Representative, a single term of six years for a Senator, and a single term of six years for President. No repeats, no re-elections. Same for State positions and Governors. All of these jobs are “public service” jobs, not career jobs. Salaries should be just enough to cover living expenses, and all benefits should be terminated as soon as they leave office. No forever pensions, no forever health insurance, no special travel perks, no follow-up jobs as lobbyists. In and out, that should be the rule. That is the only way to get people who are interested in responsible and ethical public service who are there for the right reasons. It’s also the only way for the country to re-establish the concept of equality under the law for all citizens and to eliminate the stranglehold the wealthy have on the average person. The regular citizen has to be represented by intelligent, educated, honest, people dedicated to the concept of freedom and fairness. As it stands now, America has become a country with a government that cares only about itself, run by wealthy ideologues and religious zealots. The process of running for office has become a freak show, a circus event.

But how does one get those in control of the government to pass a bill requiring term limits and a minimal educational requirement for themselves, let alone a personality/psychological inventory? The fox is guarding the hen-house. They will never do it. They have too much power and money to lose. The only way is through an uprising of the people, and I don’t see that happening unless the people get fed up enough to start a civil war.

 

Where I Have Been…

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It has been a good long while since I’ve written a thing on this blog. At first it was because I became so disillusioned with the news of the world with which I was being bombarded every day; it just seemed like the human populace had lost its collective mind, and what could I possibly say about all of the insanity around me that would matter to anyone anyway?

And then, in the Fall of 2013, in the midst of my aggravation with the world as a whole, a much more pressing personal problem arose when my youngest son, at 23, called to say he hadn’t been feeling well for a few months; just tired and run down at first, but then fevers and night sweats for no apparent reason. I made him make an appointment with an infectious disease doctor who, in a matter of minutes, determined that he had lymphoma, a cancer of the lymph nodes. It was obvious on his physical exam.

I can look back on this past year and a half now with more calm, but only because my son is thankfully still here and was in remission for about a year, giving him and the rest of us a window of opportunity to gain perspective. Now we are back at it again with chemotherapy and a stem cell transplant planned in about six weeks.

When I sat down to write about it, and almost never being at a loss for words,  I thought it wouldn’t be difficult, but I determined after pages of prose that I couldn’t properly write about it, or rather that I didn’t really want to share the experience with that degree of intimacy. Everything I put into words seemed trite, and I realized I simply could not express properly what has happened to him, me, his mother, his brothers, his fiance, his sisters-in-law, and his “Dad #2” (my husband) in the process of going through this. Oh, I can describe it, but no description seems to accurately capture the feeling of where we have been. It has changed us all, that’s all I know, and everything about it feels too personal to share completely, though some day that may no longer be true. I’ll keep the writing of that story on my “list of things to do” just in case.

January, 2019. Well, this story is definitely due for an update. When I wrote it I didn’t think about the fact that it was a cliffhanger. So…Sam underwent back-to-back stem cell transplants with chemo and radiation. He was very sick but his doctors at The Siteman Cancer Center at Barnes Jewish Hospital in St. Louis had a trick up their sleeves with a new protocol from Stanford University. And now…he’s back to his old self, healthy once again. He married two years ago and he and his wife have a very interesting life now in St. Louis where she is an artist and he is a partner in the game company Butterscotch Shenanigans. We don’t know what life will bring going forward, of course, but we are very grateful.

The Moss Garden in Iowa

Wait a minute….you mean Japan? No, not exactly. I mean it’s possible to have a beautiful Moss Garden in Iowa simply by locating the correct micro-environment. Like the Japanese, we have many opportunities to take advantage of microclimates in our own yards and gardens if we just stop a minute and look around! With a little ingenuity one can make almost any garden in Iowa.

I first saw pictures of Moss gardens in exotic books about Japanese gardening, and although I had on occasion stumbled across logs and soil dripping with moss while hunting Morels in the Spring in the Iowa woods, and found big patches of moss growing in the oddest places in town, it just never occurred to me to make the effort to cultivate moss.

Yet I had a very annoying little garden spot on the north side of the house, a narrow little space between the sidewalk and some cut limestone and pebbles against the house that was constantly filling up with moss. In fact, I had to fight the moss off! It would grow up over the stems of the Begonias and Impatience I planted there, stunting the poor things. The space always annoyed me, as nothing I did there ever seemed quite right, and the space was sort of an after-thought, the last thing I attended to every year.

So one day I was in St. Louis and decided to visit the Missouri Botanical Gardens. What a treat! The place is stunning, and any reader who has the opportunity and any interest at all in gardening should go! Water Gardens, conservatories, annuals, exotics, the weird, garden sculptures, massive Asian style gardens, herbariums, and on and on! Just a stunning place. And there I stumbled upon a Moss Garden hidden on a peninsula under a copse of little trees overlooking the big pond in the massive Japanese Gardens. It was quiet with a stone path leading into a little stone hut where one could sit and admire the carpet-like appearance of the moss with little red crab apples scattered across it while ducks and Canada Geese landed on the pond. Each person who came in became instantly quiet, as if they were in a sanctuary of sorts. It was really not just beautiful, but a beautiful thing to experience.

Glass Water Globe Sculptures floating on a pond at the Missouri Botanic Gardens.

A view of the Moss Garden overlooking the pond in the massive Japanese Gardens at the Missouri Botanic Gardens in St. Louis. It is covered by a copse of flowering crab apple trees, allowing in dappled light. Nearby is a stone hut where one can sit and meditate. It’s a stunning view.

So home I went determined to make a moss garden if it was the last thing I ever did. My space for it is not exactly private, located on a public sidewalk, but it’s a very quiet street and a very quiet sidewalk, so it didn’t matter. I turned the soil and raked out the moss that already existed, putting it in a pile. Sticks, leaves, and plant residue was removed and the surface smoothed. The moss was replaced in a patchwork with wide open spaces inbetween. Several missions around town and in the woods located patches here and there of two other varieties of moss which were harvested and brought back to be pressed into the soil in various spaces, adding to the patchwork of color and pattern, as each variety was a little different from the next. Then a trip to the woods for other types, and finally even to an abandoned house or two where I found some really unusual mosses growing on old boards, shingles, and even curtains. (The roofs had caved in, allowing in rain and just enough light to create an optimal moss environment.) If the moss was adherent to a twig or sliver of wood, I just brought the whole thing. Eventually I obtained at least six different varieties of moss, all of which I pressed into the soil.

A freshly planted Moss Garden using patches of Moss harvested in town, in the woods, and from abandoned buildings in the area.

Then it was a matter of watering regularly to keep it moist, though Iowa is a pretty wet place and most of the time I had to do nothing. Moss likes a bit of sunlight—-not total shade—-and this spot had a short period of direct sunlight in the morning and late afternoon, dappled shade for part of the day, and total shade for part of the day, just about perfect. Plus it was relatively cool compared to other areas around the house. The biggest problem was the squirrels who, for some reason, seemed to want to know what was under each piece of moss, turning them over repeatedly until I wanted to catch each one of them and give it a good thrashing. Eventually they became mostly bored of their tiresome game, but they still poke around in there almost every day doing some sort of devilment, the little monsters. The other problem was simply keeping grass clippings and what not off of the surface. In order to thrive, the moss has to get air and light, so it has to be kept free of detritus. So from early Spring until late Fall I attend to this task with a little bowl and a hand held brush with soft bristles, going out every couple of weeks and cleaning it off. In the Fall I just let winter take over; the leaves cover it or they don’t, I don’t care. By March 1st, though, I uncover it to find bright green happy moss already expanding on the cold ground. It grows a lot during long periods of cold as long as it’s not January and twenty below. The snow on top of it keeps it warm enough to continue to spread under the snow. Moss is tough. In the summer it can dry out completely and appear to be dead, only to revive itself with late Fall rains. Aside from the occasional sweeping, it’s not difficult to manage. It gets so thick weeds can hardly get through it.

A nearly mature Moss Garden.

As a final touch, one can add stones, boulders, statuary, and an occasional tuft of grass or single flowering plant to the patch of Moss for artistic interest. It’s a very simple but beautiful look that causes those strolling by to stop and ponder for a moment—a bit of Zen for just a moment before walking into the daily insanity of regular life.

Completed Moss Garden with stone statue, Oklahoma Moss Rock, River Pebbles, and colored Glass Pebbles.

Videos of Seraphim Pigeons at Coz Loft

1.This video was made after bringing my remaining Seraphim home from the pigeon show in December, 2011. I had put up a new set of breeding boxes, and the birds were quite excited by this turn of events. Most of the young adults in this film still have a few colored feathers which will soon be replaced with pure white. Four of these birds were sold, leaving eight for breeding.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IMs_274tgJM

2.This video is a more close-up look at the same Seraphim as they happily show off in the loft. It’s a lot more fun to see them up close; their “faces” are very cute and neotinic (child-like) with their big eyes and short little beaks. They are such a blinding white that it’s hard for the camera to accommodate properly for color and light.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=adHDxfU7ja0

3.The following is a video of two baby Seraphim from two different sets of parents. Note the differences in markings. They both demonstrate the recessive red feathers seen as juveniles, and primarily in a pattern mostly on the wingshields and tails. This is typical of Seraphim young. They will molt to pure white as adults. At this age they do not demonstrate the more dramatic appearance seen in the adults—-they just look like clumsy little babies, because that’s what they are. They don’t know what they are doing!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=35ssm-JD6to&feature=related

4.Here is a Seraph cock doing a little courtship dance for a very pretty brown lacewing oriental frill hen. Males will show off to any hen, but this one simply was not interested and flew off and left him standing there.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6xemb5uE5a0

Robotic Surgery

One of the newest developments for minimally invasive operations  in General Surgery is the application of robotic technology to routine abdominal and pelvic surgery. The DaVinci Surgical Robotic System developed by Intuitive Surgical  is the leader in the field. This robotic system is exactly what it says – intuitive. It is a well designed system that is extremely easy for the surgeon to use and has many benefits for the surgeon and the patient.

The way it works is this: As usual, the patient is given a general anesthetic and prepped and draped in the typical manner. The abdomen is filled with carbon dioxide through a tiny nick in the skin through a specially designed safety needle. A 1.2 centimeter incision is made and a thin plastic cylinder called a trocar is gently pushed through the abdominal muscle and into the abdomen with an easy back-and-forth twist. A miniature camera lens is placed through the trocar and into the abdomen to look around, the image highly magnified on a TV screen hanging from the ceiling on a movable arm. Two, three, or four more trocars are placed through additional tiny incisions, the number depending upon the number of robotic arms needed for the operation at hand. A trocar is placed for a bedside assistant to use as well.

The robot is then rolled to the table and docked, each arm attached to a trocar and then loaded with the surgeon’s choice of instruments for the case.

The surgeon then leaves the table and and takes a seat at a nearby console from which he will perform the operation. He slides his seat up to the “cockpit,” places his forearms on a horizontal rest, places the thumb and third finger of each hand into the hand controls, places his feet in position to run four different foot pedals to adjust the camera and robot arms and energy sources for the operation, and places his face into a forehead console that contains a large screen where the camera image is magnified in 3-D.

Every movement the surgeon makes with the fingers of each hand is transmitted directly to the instruments locked in the arms of the robot. The movements are absolutely precise. The instruments are especially designed with “wrists” that make them work like tiny little hands inside the abdomen, making it possible for incredible rotation, extension, and flexion of the working end of the instrument; in fact, it acts almost exactly like the surgeons regular wrist and hand. The robot sensors indicate the exact center of the trocars at the level of the muscle in the abdominal wall so that all robotic arm movements use that point as the movement fulcrum; there is thus no tension of any sort placed on the entry point in the muscle. It is as if the surgeon climbed inside in miniature to do his work.

The surgeon can thus do the operation inside within a smaller space and without pushing and pulling on the abdominal wall muscle. The magnification is tremendous, and everyone in the room can see the operation in real time on various monitors hanging around the room as it is performed, making it easy to anticipate the surgeon’s needs. The assistant at the table helps by passing sutures and needed materials inside to the “hands” of the working instruments as requested by the surgeon, and assists with retraction, irrigation, and suction as needed. If a surgeon is teaching, he can “write” on one of the TV touch screens in the room with his finger-tip, showing the surgeon at the console, who can see the writing in his own viewfinder, exactly where to cut, sew, retract, or place an implant. The technology is so advanced, in fact, that one could sit at a console in the comfort of their living room here in Iowa and operate on a patient anywhere in the country!

Since everything is highly magnified, blood loss is reduced to nearly zero. Every tiny little blood vessel is easily seen and coagulated before even a drop of blood can be lost. The instruments make it possible to sew with ease and get into places where one cannot normally work using regular laparoscopic instruments while operating at the bedside. Anatomical landmarks are easily located and sensitive structures avoided. As a result of all of these improvements, the patient awakens with even less discomfort than they would have with regular laproscopy (minimally invasive surgery). Their hospital stay is frequently shortened as well.

As for the surgeon, he/she can work while sitting comfortably and without stress and strain to the neck, back, and shoulders; they can see better and work efficiently. At the end of the case they are not sore and exhausted.

So with robotic surgery, everyone wins. The operation is performed with ease for the surgeon, the patient feels better and goes home earlier, there is less need for transfusion, return to work and regular life is facilitated, the surgical team can see and help more productively, and costs are reduced for the insurance carrier.

There is, as always, one downside. The technology is expensive and is a big investment for the medical center. Nonetheless, the overall process likely results in less cost in the overall system. Even newer technology coming down the pike will further enhance our ability to perform operations with even higher precision. It makes it a great time to be a surgeon, as this technological revolution is a fascinating challenge for us and is exactly the sort of development that gives us renewed interest, excitement, and pleasure in our work every day. For me, it has always been the process of finding and then learning and applying better methods in surgery and medicine that has kept me interested every day—-the constant challenge of it all from a professional and intellectual standpoint. Add in the improved experience and outcomes for my patients, and it makes for a really happy combination for all of us.

I’ve used the DaVinci robotic surgical system for a wide variety of cases, including Fundoplication for Reflux Disease, Gall Bladder removal, Colon and Rectal surgery for both cancer and benign colon diseases, Hernia Repairs, Bladder Suspensions for Poor Bladder Control, Hysterectomy and Ovarian procedures, Vaginal Suspension for Prolapse, Removal of Adhesions, Lymph Node Dissections for cancer, and others. The Urologists in our group are using it for Radical Prostatectomy for Prostate Cancer as well as major kidney operations and other procedures for the ureter and bladder. Other surgeons around the country are likewise applying robotics in their minimally invasive surgical cases, and like us, sometimes performing operations that we couldn’t do using minimally invasive techniques before!

Robotics is changing the world of surgery for the better in a myriad of ways. In my twenty year career I’ve gone from doing everything with a big incision and long hospital stays  to space-age outpatient major surgery, and in some cases now even incision-less surgery! Who could have imagined such things??!! I’m reminded of my childhood in the 60’s watching “The Jetsons”  cartoon and musing to myself how cool it would be if we actually HAD  robots and magical  artificial brains and invisible waves flying through the air that could make things around us move and do things and make our lives so much better. Well, it’s all arrived, that’s for sure, and nothing will ever be the same again. This career of mine has certainly been a fun, interesting, and yes – even magical – journey. 🙂

David D. Coster, M.D., FACS

Wicked Little Town

John Cameron Mitchell as Hedwig singing Wicked Little Town.

Recently my husband and I decided to watch the film “Hedwig and the Angry Inch.” If you haven’t seen this film, you should. (Please see my review in the “Movie Review” category in the sidebar.) The film has to be one of the most….insane? comic? tragic? things ever created. It’s about a transgender German girl who marries an American GI and moves abruptly from Berlin to a dinky little town called Junction City, Kansas during the Cold War. What happens next is too strange to really describe, but suffice it to say it is hard to be a transgender person – or any other “other” person – in such a small town where homogeneity is the name of the game. Thus the reference to Junction City as “this wicked little town” in the song by the same name included in the film, a sad, tear-jerking song if ever there was one.

Wicked Little Town is my favorite song, I think. Anyone who has ever felt like they don’t fit in or quite belong will understand why the moment they hear it.

One day we watched the film again for probably the tenth time. Every time I see it, I get something new from it. It’s always worth my time. After watching the film that day, I decided to send an e-mail to Raynard Kington and Peter Daniolos, the new president of Grinnell College and his husband, to check in and see what they were up to and invite them over for a visit. In the note, I mentioned that I had just watched “Hedwig and the Angry Inch” and how entranced I was with this song, Wicked Little Town. I then went on to say that this song in particular really spoke to me. As I was typing, my husband looked over my shoulder to see what I was writing. Upon seeing my reference to Wicked Little Town, he quickly pointed out that I should immediately delete any reference to a wicked little town, as Dr. Kington and Dr. Daniolos might think I was referring to Grinnell, Iowa, the town in which we lived and the town to which Kington and Daniolos had just moved from Washington D.C. Although Iowa is a progressive state and Grinnell had welcomed the couple as if they were long lost old friends, he didn’t want them to fear that there was anything small minded about our progressive, liberal little town, or any wicked secrets that might be adversely pertinent to a their decision to move here. I thought about it for a moment and decided he was right. They might misunderstand my statement that the song had special meaning for me as somehow referencing some unpleasant experience of my own  here, so I deleted it and finished the invitation.

We then ran upstairs to watch an extra on the DVD about the making of Hedwig. Stephen Trask, the lyricist and composer for the songs in the movie, is a very talented fellow who my husband, Kevin Kopelson, had met one summer on Fire Island a long time ago, and Kevin wanted to see what he and John Cameron Mitchell, the actor who plays the character Hedwig had to say about the making of the film. It was a fascinating story, and we were glued to the screen.

Finally, Stephen and John got to the part about the making of the song Wicked Little Town. It was noted that, of all the songs in the film, Wicked Little Town is the barest. It exposes the very soul of Hedwig. At this point Stephen began talking about the difficulty he had in writing this song; he simply could not find the words or tone to represent the experience of being transgender in some dinky little town someplace; in fact, he had no personal exposure to small town culture and had no starting point from which to write. He struggled and struggled and just couldn’t come up with anything. What must it feel like to just not belong at all to a tight-knit small community—to just not fit in any way?

He just couldn’t feel it.

A few weeks later, he went on, he and his partner, Michael Trask, were invited by some friends to visit them in a small college town in the Midwest; “Ah, this might be just what I need to clear my head and give me the space to think about and write this song,” he thought. So off he went. As he rode from the airport into the countryside, miles and miles of farmland and open sky lay before him. He rode for an hour in open space before finally reaching the small town of his friends, Jared Gardner and Beth Hewitt. It was two days before he finally wound down enough from his city world to begin to feel the town he was in, to explore, to imagine what it must be like to be someplace where everyone knew who you were and what you did every day. And then, finally, while sitting at a desk in his friend’s duplex – in Grinnell, Iowa – the words finally came.

My jaw dropped; I turned to look at Kevin as he turned to look at me, our open mouths mirror images, our eyes open wide. “Oh MY GOD!” we both yelled at once. “GRINNELL IS THE WICKED LITTLE TOWN!”

And then we were in hysterics for the next half hour, nearly dying with laughter at the irony; at both the IDEA of Grinnell – of all places – as a wicked little town, and our not knowing it was the wicked little town when deciding to delete the reference to Wicked Little Town to keep the new college president from thinking Grinnell might be a wicked little town!

And that’s the story of how Grinnell became the essence of the Wicked Little Town song in Hedwig and the Angry Inch, and how we almost spilled the beans to the new Grinnell College president and scared him away.

So “salutations!”to you all from Grinnell, Iowa, – our own wicked little town, better known as one of the “best small towns in America” – where in truth, you could – like Hedwig – be transgender and hardly anyone would bat an eye, but everyone would certainly know it!

David Coster, M.D.

Coz Loft 2011 Show Results

James: Best in Show, AOV, High Standard (HS). Des Moines ISPA Fancy Pigeon Show, December 2011. James is the founding Seraph cock of one of my Seraphim lines.

[Note: I have moved all of my current Seraphim breeding/sales information to Coz Lofts at cozlofts.wordpress.com. Please enjoy the Pigeon Loft articles here, but for current news and opportunities for Seraphim go to the new dedicated Seraphim site.]

My birds did very well at the 2011 ISPA Fancy Pigeon Show in Des Moines in 2011, all scoring from 92 to 95 on a scale of 100, with three birds scoring “High Standard” at 95 and three others @ 94. This experience with my twelve show birds exceeded my expectations. I’ve kept back eight of those birds for breeding stock, including James, Best in Show Seraph cock.  NoBand couldn’t compete since he had no band, but the judge scored him for me anyway and felt he was pushing a 96. He is the founder of another Seraphim line in my loft. SuperJock likewise will be staying put, along with his son, GiantHead, a spectacular young cock still too young to breed but already paired up with the best hen from 2011. This is my team for this year, and I am hoping for even more success. One of these days I would like to have the almost impossible to achieve Royal Standard in my loft!

In January all the birds will be set up for breeding. I can allow only a limited season due to space limitations, so if any of you fanciers out there want a pair of high quality birds this year, drop me a line and I’ll breed extra designer birds just for you out of a combination of these great blood lines. You can reach me at cozmd@aol.com.

The Seraphim Club International

A pair of Seraphim enjoying the snow.

As much as I enjoy writing stories about my own Seraphim and sharing pictures, I thought there should be a bigger web presence to make it easier for Seraphim fanciers to get information about this beautiful rare breed.  So I called Anne Ellis, the designer and originator of the Seraph, and after a lengthy and lively discussion we concluded that it was time for the already existing Seraphim Club International to take its place on the digital world stage! So check it out—here is the web address:

http://seraphimclubinternational.wordpress.com/

It is a digital compilation of articles, photos, and all that is known about the Seraphim pigeon and their development. I am the editor of the site, and Anne oversees and approves content. Breeders and fanciers can locate other breeders with high quality Seraphim for their own lofts, compare notes on raising Seraphim, get advice on breeding to the standard, learn about genetics, read the incredible story of how the Seraph was designed and developed, read new and original articles by Anne, ask questions and get answers, and make new friends. There is no fee to join or subscribe to The Seraphim Club International in the interest of promoting the free exchange of knowledge and The Seraphim Fancy.

David Coster
1333 Broad St
Grinnell, Iowa 50112
cozmd@aol.com
Coz Loft

Artist Lee Ver Duft 1910-1985

This is a bio that is in constant flux; it will be added to, subtracted from, updated, and corrected as more information comes in from various sources. It’s a great story, so enjoy!

There are way too many “secrets” in my family, and I find I am increasingly annoyed by this fact as the years go by. First I find out that Marlene Dietrich is my grandfather’s first cousin, a fact that was kept secret because she was a “bad influence” compared to the strictly religious Felsing family my grandfather was raised in. Never mind all the work she did for the American troops in World War II, the movies she made, and her general super-stardom; her lifestyle was a “problem”: she did what she wanted during an era when women generally were not allowed such freedom. She’s a hero as far as I’m concerned! Good for her! (See related tale entitled “Parallel Universe” under “stories.”

Then I discover a few years ago that my father’s cousin, Lee Ver Duft, whom I never met, was a world-traveled artist, poet, and author with friends all over the world and connections to the Chicago Art Institute and

Artist/Poet Lee Ver Duft

various artists and authors in New York. I remember my father going to visit “Lee” now and then when I was a kid, but he never came to our house, and I never actually saw him. “Who is Lee?”, I would ask. “Oh, just your Dad’s cousin”, Mom would reply. That was all I ever got out of them.

According to Mary Belle (Coster) Crosby (Dad’s sister and Lee’s first cousin) and my mother, Eleanor Ann (Felsing) Coster, as well as Lee’s own short bio discovered in the special collections at the University of Iowa library, Lee (actually, Leo J. Ver Dught) was born in Prairie City, Iowa, on January 3rd, 1910, to my Dad’s aunt—Bertha (Coster) Ver Dught and her husband John Ver Dught; the spelling of the last name later changed to “Duft” instead of “Dught”. Bertha was one of four Coster sisters; her brother Cornelius was my grandfather. Their parents immigrated from Amsterdam. Mary Belle tells me there was a brother to Lee—Marion J., who was four years older and went by Joie (pronounced “joy”). (Confirmed by Gretchen Spencer from review of the 1920 and 1930 census from Marion Co., Iowa.)

Lee’s mother, Bertha Coster Ver Dught. The Costers emigrated from Amsterdam to Iowa around 1870.

Lee at age 5, 1915, with his dog Mike.

The graduate; 1928, age 18. Lee Ver Duft.

After graduating from the Prairie City High School in 1928, Lee attended Simpson College in Indianola,IA, in 1928-’29 and then transferred to Drake University in Des Moines where he majored in Music and minored in Art. After graduation he had summer internships in painting at the Chicago Art Institute and at the University of Iowa. After college he became a travelling showman and played the piano in dance and show bands. Places he called “home” in the 1930’s were St. Louis, Newton (Ia), and Eureka Springs (AK). His father John died in 1938, after which Lee moved to Venice Beach, CA, where he worked as a free-lance writer. He wasn’t there long before he moved on to graduate studies at Southwest Missouri State University in Springfield, MO, though he apparently did not finish his advanced degree.

In 1942 Lee enlisted in the Navy and was assigned as an Officer to Panama; he did administrative work. Lee was married twice; first while on leave from his Naval duties in Panama, but that marriage lasted “just one year, one month, and seven days” according to Lee’s own handwritten description of the marriage; he doesn’t even give her name! He was assigned to the Philippines in 1944 and given an honorable discharge at the end of WWII after serving a total of 28 months in the Navy.

Lee on Navy leave at Cafe Zanzibar in New York city circa 1943.

….and at The Three Deuces.

After returning to the United States, Lee moved to New York in 1946 and studied painting with the Parisian Cubist artist Amadee Ozenfant  for seven months, and then with artist Hans Hoffman at the 8th Street Art School and in Provincetown until 1950. During the period from the mid-1930’s through the 1950’s Lee was very prolific, painting in water-color and oil, sculpting, writing literally hundreds of poems, corresponding with authors and editors throughout the United States, and publishing a number of books of poetry as well as individual works in compiled volumes.

Lee’s first showing of his paintings and sculptures was in 1941 at the Des Moines Art Gallery; his second “One Man Exhibit” was there in 1946; the Grand Galleries in Des Moines served as the venue for his shows in 1951, 1956, 1961, and 1966. His final show, entitled “The 7th One-Man Exhibit Mini-Retrospective: Mixed Media painting 1946-1975 by Lee Ver Duft” was February 10th-24th, 1975 at the Younkers Gallery in Des Moines. Based upon Lee’s own written musings, it is clear that he “gave away” a good many paintings during this 30-year period, but he also sold a fair number. His work is described in the Des Moines Register as “avant garde”, and the Des Moines Register Art Critic George Shane wrote of Lee’s 1967 show: “Over the many years I have come to know Lee Ver Duft’s art work, his paintings have been in the vanguard of his contemporaries.”

In 1945 Lee was living on Rock City Road in Woodstock, New York, from whence he dedicated an advance copy of his 1946 book of poetry “Ho! Watchman of the Night Ho!” to Miss Peggy Guggenheim at Art of This Century, 30 W. 47th St. New York, NY, with the following inscription: “Dear Peggy, How about lunch this year? Out of this, my night, and this, your century, ‘we are those who could be’. Most Regardfully, Lee Ver Duft. December, 1945. The publisher–Gemor Press–was owned and operated by Anais Nin, the infamous avant garde New York author who titillated the country with her erotic writings; as Lee spent much time in New York City in the ’40’s hanging out at clubs such as Club 66 at 66 West 3rd St in Greenwich Village, Club 181 at 181 Second Ave.,a hopping gay/lesbian club with famous drag shows; the Three Deuces, a club sponsoring the best in African American jazz musicians; and Cafe Zanzibar atop the Winter Garden Theatre on Broadway,the place to see and be seen and to listen to famous musicians. There is no doubt he was acquainted with many in the avante garde art and writer crowd there in that decade. Other books published in this time period include:”The Double Heart & Other Poems” Panama Publishers, New York, 1948; and “Inner Course in Time, Flesh, & Eidolon” Decker Press, Prairie City, IL, 1948. There are unpublished poems from this period almost too numerous to count in the special collections archives at the University of Iowa.

The cover of a photo book holding a picture of Lee Ver Duft at Club 181 in New York.

Lee in the Club 181 photo-book. This famous gay club closed in 1953.

One of Lee’s books of Poetry.

…and another book of poetry by Lee.

Lee’s second marriage was to Agnes Morrison Clausen on December 12th, 1953; she was a native of southern

Lee Ver Duft’s second wife, Agnes.

California and of “Scottish descent.” The two of them spent a great deal of time in Venice and Palm Springs, CA. Though they remained close, this marriage too apparently ended in divorce within a couple of years, according to Eleanor Coster and Gretchen Spencer.

Lee’s late poetry publications include “Ballad of the Bally Daredevil” Zeno Publications, Des Moines, 1968; “Five Longer Older Poems & Two Recent Short 1946-1976, 1976; and “Bicentennial Enthropy and Dust” (A single poem on page 40 of a multiple author collection of poetry called “Panorma-A Bicentennial Anthology,” by Max S. Barker, BifcoPress, Marshalltown, IA.

Lee seemed to have a lot of friends and acquaintances, but he seemed to have been particularly close to the Iowa poet Frederick Bock, and the well-known artist/photographer Donald Jones who painted the fresco in the Des Moines public library in 1934 and who died on April 14th, 1984, of a heart attack in a hospital near his home in San Francisco at age 80.

Lee lived in Des Moines, Iowa for the majority of his late life. Addresses included 2417 Woodland Ave, #2 in 1975; and 1112 27th St., #3, unknown dates. He died in April of 1985 at the age of 75 of a brain tumor, possibly metastatic from a breast cancer for which he had a mastectomy around 1982, about which he sent a letter to my Dad. Dad and Mom and Mary Belle went to his place to sort out his things after his death because he had no other family remaining to take care of it; Joie had died in 1977. A lot of his stuff was put in Mom’s basement—which wasn’t dry—and it was destroyed over time due to the conditions down there. Other items went to Mary Belle, most of which she took to Des Moines to the Iowa State Historical Museum; his remaining papers from there were transferred to the University of Iowa special archives in 2008. A couple of his paintings Mom kept and hung in the living room, one of which I now have, along with a beautiful side-table of Lee’s.

A few years ago when I was visiting Mom and she was thinking of moving out of the old house I came upon a pile of Lee’s stuff in the basement, nearly all ruined. There I found a small, rusted metal box, and in it a sheaf of letters to and from his boyfriend in Cuba, with whom he was clearly very much in love. “So THIS is why I was never allowed to meet this man!”, I thought to myself. In truth, however, Mom says she never knew that Lee was gay but suspected it only for the first time when going through his things after his death, though Dad probably always did; it was not something ever discussed back then. MaryBelle says she knew it though.

The letters were barely legible due to water damage, but I eventually made out the story of a long-distance love relationship. With letters from each over a period of about five years, it became clear what was going to happen as the discourse became more and more pained over time. The story made me feel very badly for the two of them, in love but unable to be together for social and distance reasons, and eventually they went their separate ways. There was a lot of anguish in the last few letters. Very sad. I was unable to preserve the documents due to the damage done to them and the continued self-destruction.

I remembered, in retrospect, hearing shortly after Lee died–Mom and Dad whispering in the kitchen about some of the things they found at Lee’s apartment, including some male nudes and some campy photos of Lee wrapped in a boa. I asked to see them, but they said they and Mary Belle had destroyed them all. “It’s not the sort of thing you need to see!” they exclaimed. Apparently there was nothing at all about Lee they wanted me to see. But his letters to his Cuban boyfriend gave me a glimpse of what I didn’t get to see: the complex hidden and public life of a gay artist in mid-20th century America.

Gretchen Spencer of central Iowa remembers, as a teenager, meeting Lee at an old Victorian house in the Drake University neighborhood in Des Moines in 1956; in his 40’s, Lee was apparently back home living with his mother; out of money, out of work, and just back from New York. He had an exhibition of his work at the Des Moines Art Center at the time, and he was “dating” (?) a friend of Gretchen’s mother, a recent divorcee named Francesca, who lived at the house. Lee played Stardust and Rhapsody in Blue on the piano from memory that evening, after mixing martinis and before he went out with Fran and Gretchen’s mother for dinner at Babe’s restaurant in downtown Des Moines, the most famous night spot in Des Moines— dressed in white bib overalls, a tuxedo shirt and tie, and a sport-coat, as Gretchen recalls! He was tall, slender, courtly, and a gentleman. He made a tremendous impression on her that night, and she has never forgotten him.

Following is a series of photos of actual paintings, along with digital photos of old pictures of paintings found in Lee’s effects after his death. I know there are more out there in the world—-probably quite a few. So if anyone reading this article happens to have one, please take a good digital photograph and send it to me, along with any information you have about the piece, @ cozmd@aol.com so I may include it in this bio.

Farmers Exchange; 1940 oil on wood, by Lee Ver Duft. Painted from the Prairie City town square.

Waterbury Circle Windmill, 1941 oil on wood by lee Ver Duft.

Untitled 1950 (c) cubist-style watercolor on textured paper by Lee Ver Duft.

Unknown title, date, and medium. Lee Ver Duft, from photo files.

Abstract Lee VerDuft, unknown date, title, and medium.

A cubist-style Ver Duft, unknown details.

“Our Macule—A Meditation Piece” by Lee Ver Duft

Unknown Title, 1981 Lee Ver Duft

A 1979 Lee Ver Duft portrait of a man.

A 1974 Ver Duft.

A poor photo of a Lee Ver Duft; I have no info on this painting.

“Maitre’D”. A 20×24 Lee Ver Duft oil that was stolen on August 16, 1965, and never recovered. This photo is badly out of focus, but it’s a very interesting work.

“Christmas Tree” A 25×30 Ver Duft oil that was stolen in its frame on August 16, 1965, and never recovered.

Lee Ver Duft’s original wood block personal letterhead stamp.

A nearly completed Lee Ver Duft oil self=portrait. 1940.

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The photo of the above painting, “Nazis Invade Holland,” was recently provided (May, 2018) by my cousin Paul Crosby. The painting is owned by Mary Belle (Coster) Crosby, Paul’s mother  (my father John Coster’s sister) and the 1st cousin of Lee Ver Duft. I think this is a great painting, not just for its content and the way it depicts the feeling of the time, but the overall style. Wonderful!

Sources:
Personal History from MaryBelle (Coster) Crosby of Fremont, Iowa (cousin of Lee Ver Duft).
Personal History from Eleanor Coster of New Sharon, Iowa (cousin-in-law of Lee Ver Duft).
Personal papers, newspaper articles, letters, photographs, yearbooks, and memorabilia.
Personal History from Gretchen Spencer of Des Moines, Iowa.
Special Thanks to:
The University of Iowa Libraries, Iowa City, Iowa
Iowa Authors Manuscripts Collection, MsC 869, Box 20 (Lee Ver Duft papers and photographs)